영원히 bye bye bye~♥
15 February 2014 @ 01:37 pm
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Sometimes the thing I hate is that the only thing stopping me from doing X or Y or Z is myself.

I really need to stop holding myself back, get off my ass, and just start...doing.
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영원히 bye bye bye~♥
27 June 2013 @ 11:36 pm
I'm realizing more and more that I'm a hopeless romantic.

And even though I know it, acknowledge it, and fight it...it's gotten much harder to pull my head out of the clouds.
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27 May 2013 @ 08:54 pm
So update for those that don't know/don't follow my twitter, I've been in Busan, South Korea for the past month and will be here (at least) until August 2014.

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These are just some thoughts that have been stuck in my mind for the past week and I figured that now I have my phone, I need to get back to blogging and such.

I hope you all are well and I'll talk to you soon!
 
 
 
영원히 bye bye bye~♥
12 December 2012 @ 09:41 am
One paper stands between me and graduation right now.

I'm not even worried about it and it's due in...7 1/2 hours lol. I'm just feeling...I don't even know.

It's weird. Graduation is on Saturday and while I'm excited I'm also...indifferent?

I'll be turning in my EPIK application soon and crossing my fingers for that.

My life is transitioning fast but I feel like I'm an outsider looking in more than anything.
 
 
 
영원히 bye bye bye~♥
20 July 2012 @ 04:14 am
THE DARK KNIGHT RISES WAS FANTASTIC AND EVERYONE SHOULD GO SEE IT SO I CAN TALK ABOUT MY FEELINGS AND BALESUS AND ANNE AND JGL AND MORGAN AND THE PITTSBURGH SCENERY AND HINES WARD AND EVERYTHING.


ALSO GO SEE THE AMAZING SPIDERMAN TOO. ANDREW GARFIELD. MMMM.


UPDATE ON MY LIFE IN BRAS AND PANTIES AND BITCHY SWIM PARENTS SOON...ISH.

ALSO, THIS MONTH IS KINGDOM HEARTS MONTH BECAUSE KH:3D IS COMING OUT SOON AND UGLY CRYING EVERYWHERE AND I'M GETTING MY CROWN TATTOO SOON, I CAN'T WAIT.

SLEEP DEPRIVED AND HAVE WORK IN TWO AND HALF HOURS, GOOD NIGHT.
 
 
 
영원히 bye bye bye~♥
09 April 2012 @ 10:48 pm
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ridiculous how scared of my campus I am right now.

Tempted to just say 'fuck it' and go home, but I really need all the extra points I can get for my grades and just...I don't want to back out :\ I'm so stress and tired and anxious and kashdkajsdhkajsdhkasjdahsd I don't know how I'm going to make it through two and a half more weeks.

It sucks.


What doesn't suck though is Nell's new album and you all should listen to it. It's the only good thing to me right now :|
 
 
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영원히 bye bye bye~♥
05 April 2012 @ 09:54 pm
https://docs.google.com/spreadsheet/ccc?key=0AlvhxmKEu6UpdGZURVFqRTc2NENqVGp3QWxUZ1hOU3c#gid=4

Had another four-building threat this morning and supposedly there is a petition going around facebook to close the university for the semester.

In my opinion, I would be totally for it. I'm scared. I'm honestly and truly scared at this point.
 
 
 
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04 April 2012 @ 06:51 pm
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http://www.pittenshistory.info/

So basically, this is what my university had been dealing with the past two weeks. As of writing this entry, we've had another alert that contained three, count 'em, T H R E E bomb threats for different building, so technically the count is up to 16. EDIT: JUST GOT ANOTHER MESSAGE FOR TWO MORE, SO MAKE THAT 18 :|

There's a reward being offered for whoever unveils the culprit but like...each bomb threat has cancelled and disrupted COUNTLESS classes and tests. For each threat that the Cathedral of Learning gets, it takes at least two hours to re-open the building because the Cathedral has 40 floors and they carefully check them all. And, considering the size of the Cathedral, you can bet that at any day during the school week, it contains the most on-going classes.

I, personally, have had 6 classes disrupted/cancelled due to bomb threats, which is ridiculous. And what has the University done about it? So far; nothing. I've been hearing rumors about them trying to change finals somehow, but at this point, I want to make it through a week without missing a class.

And to be quite honest, I would also like to not be afraid of my campus or the Cathedral(where I have 5/6 of my classes). It's gotten to the point where I literally go to campus for class and then come right back to my apartment. Which is bad because I've been putting off research I need to do for a paper and research I need to do for my Directed Research this semester simply because I don't feel safe on campus.


It's just ridiculous and I had to get out my thoughts somewhere where I didn't feel silly or dumb for thinking this way ;(
 
 
 
영원히 bye bye bye~♥
23 February 2012 @ 12:19 am



Um so. I really hope to see more of this group in 2012 :C and wish they had more that this song and this song that is actually a song made up of banned lyrics
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영원히 bye bye bye~♥
07 February 2012 @ 09:42 pm
How're you? I hope you're well~ Haven't posted in a while so have a meme!

I'm running a test to see who's reading my posts. So, if you read this, leave me a one-word comment about your day that starts with the third letter of your LJ USERNAME. Only one word please. Then repost so I can leave a word for you. Don't just post a word and not copy - that's not as much fun.

I'll even start!

Underwhelming!

I'm 99.999% sure that my thyroid is messing with my body again (for those who don't know, I have an underactive thyroid) because A: My doctor told me to stop taking my medication about 5 months ago because my thyroid was 'okay', which apparently was very wrong!!! and B: I've been averaging over 10 hours of sleep PER NIGHT without even trying :|

I feel like I did before I found out my thyroid was messed up which is basically like being on a permanent crash from a sugar high :\ it sucks and I'm super lethargic and it's so annoying because I actually am hanging out with people more, but it's hard because I've been so exhausted and sapped of energy =_= Also, since I've been super tired, I have no energy to exercise, which sucks a lot since I was kind of on a roll for a couple weeks ;( AND I've been ingesting more caffeine than I probably should to combat my sleepiness so :||| that's not good either.


ANYWAY, I hope y'all are well and doing better than my tired ass, lmao ♥